happy father's day

bukan abah yang berpayah menghantar mama,
tiada abah disisi saat aku ke dunia,
bukan disambut oleh abah saat tangis aku bergema,
bukan aku didukung abah untuk menghadap kiblat,
bukan suara abah yang menghembus azan,
aku kelahiran yang sempurna sifatnya,
cuma tiada seorang abah pada saat kesempurnaan itu,
hanya bertemankan tok babai yang memecut laju menghantar mama ke cheras,
hanya suara wak misran menghembus azan,
aku bukan seperti beradik yang lain,
yang untung punya masa bersama abah saat dilahirkan,
namun tiada aku terkilan,
mungkin itu telah ditakdirkan tuhan.

selamat hari abah, abah.

menangis

malam kelmarin aku menangis,
malam semalam aku menangis,
malam ni aku kuat sikit.

come on, jangan sutun bak kata idan.

tabah

Dan aku masih berpura pura tabah walau hati masih lagi bengkak akibat luka semalam.

Aku tabah waktu awan menitiskan airnya seolah jiwaku itu awan, dan airnya adalah perih aku.

Hai mack.

kompilasi hati patah

Let the tears flow,
for a stupid dude
from nowhere,
killing me but I
couldn't die,
I'm crying in the
middle of the night.

The pain is begin,
the wounds isn't
the same,
you cut me merciless,
you
move on and I'm the person that
you left.

Come on boy tell me what's next, will
be more guy that you'd do like what
I felt,
boy please run no more,
I was
your stupid that you always know

Could it be worth for crying,
for
somebody that never appreciating, I
hate you hate you my darling,
you
were so kind for that I was falling.

Dude you hold me tight,
I wasn't
able to untied,
now you throw me
eventually,
I was a boy that you
playing baby.

Harap

Aku masih lagi,

tak putus harap,

aku masih mengharap,

kata dari kau.

Dan masih lagi aku,

berharap.

bulan

mungkin kita sedang melihat bulan,
melihat bulan yang sama,
mungkin kau sedang teringat aku,
kerana aku sedang teringat kau.

mungkin berfikir tentang hari itu,
hari yang tak mungkin aku lupa,
hari yang entah malang,
atau hari yang bahagia,
mungkin.

mungkin bulan sabit itu kita tengah pandang.

el

So you resisted to replying me text,
what did I do that could offend you this much?
tell me baby tell me nicely,
I won't feel so hurt if everything's explained.

Be honest just be honest,
if no longer needed just speak to me,
I would cry perhaps I could die,
but never be sorry for what is done.

Sayang, could you remember your words?
I could be yours if I don't mind,
but things turning hell when you made up a fight,
a silent fight that killing me,
my heart torn into pieces.

Sayang, I could never forget you,
'cause you made me feel like,
different, appreciated and in love,
it would remains until die.

el, where the hell are you?